Anyone here who gets annoyed with white noise instead of gets soothed by it?

Anyone here who gets annoyed with white noise instead of gets soothed by it? I'm not sure if it's only me where this method does not work but I get bothered by the white noise in apps or youtube videos. What could be an alternative? Flute music is painful too if played long.

Anyone here who gets annoyed with white noise instead of gets soothed by it? I'm not sure if it's only me where this method does not work but I get bothered by the white noise in apps or youtube videos. What could be an alternative? Flute music is painful too if played long.