Just a venting post :( scared of being fired

I’ve been with Amazon since 2021, some days I can’t stand it, some days it’s all good.. it’s kept a roof over mine and my kids head, paid for my car, etc.. I enjoy having 3 days off to be with the kids, and the flexible time off options. I’ve always kept quiet and minded my own business. Never went negative in upt or had any issues. I was confused Thursday when I got a message on my pick screen to head to hr.. I got walked into a room where I was “interviewed” apparently security reported me because we have gates at work now and we have to show our work badge to be let in. The security told HR I never showed my badge on Jan.31st and just tailgated the car in front of me, forcing my way through the gate before it closed again. Well, that never fucking happened. I always show my badge I have literally no reason not to. At all. I don’t know why he’d say that. I don’t know if it’s really he said she said or not, it’s not like I scan the badge, just flash it quick. I always wait for the security to acknowledge they saw it before I start driving through, they either give a thumbs up or head nod and I remember him giving me the thumbs up that day. Basically I was in shock and nervous so I didn’t say much other then I always show my badge, idk why he’d say I didn’t, I wouldn’t force my way in there’s no reason. The hr lady said her and loss prevention will be watching the security footage themselves and this is an open investigation. She didn’t say how long this would go on for, but I literally haven’t slept well in days over this, I’m antsy and on edge all day and not getting any rest because I’m just waiting for an email from HR saying I’m terminated. I didn’t do it, I know I didn’t, but I’m afraid I’m gonna get fucked over anyways. I can’t afford to lose my job and I know there’s life and jobs outside of Amazon but I don’t have a degree so it’s just hard to find something. It just is, and I been here for years so I am comfortable here. I get anxious and hate starting new jobs. Rant over, I just wish I knew how this would end now, it dragging on is just terrible honestly