tuloy ko lang ba or stop ko na

29F I met a guy from dating app 36M. 10pm nag match kame. 11pm nag voice call (Through our numbers) then hininge nya FB ko and 12Mn nag meet kame. ambilis nuh hahaha. kwentohan we had a good conversation mostly sya nag kkwento about sa work nya and mostly about sa kanya talaga nagtatanung din naman sya about sakin. he worked as an IT and currently a Law a student. sinabe nya na din sakin sched nya sa school and work 6AM to 3PM work and 6PM to 9:30 PM school and sinabe nya sakin san sya nag aaral haha

sabe nya 1 week palang sya sa dating app and just looking for someone na makakausap nya lagi, magkape, Chill etc. if it goes down to seryosohan open din naman daw sya. and sa 1 week na yan wala daw sya makausap na matino kadalasan hindi match sa hinahanap nya. so ako una nyang nameet sa dating app. daw haha

so nag meet na nga kame usap usap mostly about Law and life. to be honest ang sarap nya kausap. and may sense sya kausap. throughout nung conversation namin never ko feel awkwardness and yung usual na feeling sa guy pag galing sa dating app is ( mafefeel mo na may intimate silang gusto sau agad agad and ung hahawakan ka or didikit dikit sau) ang napansin ko sa kanya is he respect the boundaries na pinakita ko. though after namin magusap nang hinge sya hug bago umuwi yun lang.

nung naka uwi na sya he said he like me and kung pwede daw na ako nalang baby nya HAHAHHAA syempre hindi ko sineryoso muna and sinabihan ko sya na isure nya muna yan baka mamaya natuwa lang sya sakin or what. and by the way alam nya na (single mom ako bago kame magkita )

if ever man totoo sya and yung pinapakita nya sakin. natatakot ako na baka isabotage ko ung thingy samin. knowing his status feeling ko walang wala pa ko sa meron sya. and nahihiya ako dun. kumbaga mina maliit ko sarili ko. and baka magbago pa isip nya. i dunno. i just overthink things hindi ko alam panu yung tamang approach 1st time ko maka kausap ng mas matanda sakin and specially busy sya lagi which sinabe nya din na naghahanap sya ng someone na makakaintidi sa busy schedule nya.

I guese enjoy ko nalang hahaha ewan any advice. highly appreciate it ! 🙂

PS: 3 days palang kameng talking stage haha feeling ko mabilis eh hahhaha