We lost the unfair genetic battle

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We were born with no control of our appearance. It just happened and now we have to deal with it, many people have different problems whether that be disorders or whatever it is. For me being 19 rn I’ve never been in a relationship or first kiss or anything. When I was in middle school and high school I had crushes and as usual got rejected and got clowned for it. But I still kept going but when I entered my junior year, I just stopped having crushes, I just went through the flow of school. The usual seeing couples in the hallways all that shit. All my high school life I’ve been clowned for my big forehead. Happened so many times I’ve just become numb to it.

I graduated high school in 2020 (didn’t even get a proper graduation). Anyway after that, the rest of that year and 2021 I wasn’t in college and honestly I was just playing games and had no job. For a whole year and a half. Finally got myself a job in March of this year and I’m still not in college. I say this to say Ive just given up on trying to get a relationship (yes ik I’m young) I kept telling myself that but nothing has changed. I swear this shit isn’t fuckin fair man. We just come into this world unlucky and we’re just fucked. So here I am now, a person that just jacks off everyday, goes to work, play games, and repeat.

Tl;dr I’ve become numb to this pain, going through the motions of my unlucky life