Help me please.

Soo.. every test on every site I ever taken, the same answer, ENTP. And while I think It’s true, and I always related to ENTPs, I question sometimes my (T) because I get very emotional sometimes. Not always, I’m just sensitive, I think it is because I have a very traumatic past(and had a lot of mental health issues), since my childhood a lot of bad things happened to me in family and bullied at school, I was always an outcast because I was annoying and weird and talked a lot and even my teacher would tell me to stfu and I would feel so bad but I could still not change this about myself. I always talk a lot to people and they energize me so much so I’m def. an extrovert even if I like introverted hobbies too, which btw I have a lot of them but I never stick to anything, I just do stuff Im passionate about, for like a week and that is all I think about, then I drop it. I have a lot of hypertixations but again they fade away. Ex: once I wanted to be a pilot, everyday I would only watch plane docummentaries. Recently I watched a lot of docs about Prehistoric earth, after a week about spiders anatomy, then about eyes eye color and shapes, then about MBTI (now) and it just keeps going. And then I yap and yap about these things to everyone just info dumping. (My gf mainly but I ask random classmates at Uni too). I know Im also (P) because I am so irresponsible and I never do stuff on time NEVER. Also I am reckless and I dont think about consequences I just.. do stuff. (Jump fence at school, broke a toilet in Highschool LOL etc). Also a lot of times Im having a hard time being compassionate or understanding other peoples feelings. And I dont know how to help them that well I just give them arguments why they should be happy and basic emotional responses like giving hugs and saying Everything will be fine. When I make decisions I value a lot rationality even If its hard sometimes. I always make a pro and con list for big choices and study them a lot. I dont know what else is relevant, maybe that I love physics and sience, Im studying electronic engineering. I value rationality and I’m always for the general truth, so I wouldnt care hurting someones feelings in an argument, If Im right aim right and thats it. Also I can see everyones point of view and find arguments for their side and I always do this and I understand everyone. Im also very non-judgemental and friendly. I could talk more about myself, but maybe this is enough. Ask me anything. Thank you!