Dentist ripped up my prescription infront of me bc im on methadone.

i have 4 really bad impacted wisdom teeth all at same time, and one is pushing on my nerve causing headache, neck stiffness, collarbone pain, ear stabbing, chest pain etc. Can’t eat, can’t sleep. im weak and shaky because I haven’t eaten in 3-4 days. it’s pushing on a molar, broke open my filling and caused it to get infected. i mentioned i was on methadone when I first laid down and met him, so he already knew. after he evaluated me and my teeth he said he was prescribing me 500mg tramadol, antibiotic and asked if i was allergic to codeine. when i was leaving i was handed my prescriptions at the desk, and teeth plan. i asked if i could get a copy of the prescriptions for my methadone clinic for pee tests. the hygienist went back to dentist, grabbed him and he came to front desk, asked to see my prescriptions back and ripped up my tramadol sheet right infront of me and handed me back one for antibiotic and walked away. like wtf!? how unprofessional and didn’t even say anything to me. I haven’t eaten food in a week, ibuprofen or Tylenol isn’t touching me and methadone isn’t doing anything neither. don’t get my hopes up with pain relief then come rip it up out my hands when im walking out the door. im sure tramadol wasn’t going to touch my receptors anyways but that’s not the point. i dont even want to go back there and now idk what to do.

EDIT: TYSM for all the kind comments. you guys help me through this i feel like all we got is eachother. we are the only ones that can relate about this topic and being judged for wanting to better ourselves. having limited options as addicts methadone is one of the few options we have for a step in the right direction and staying alive. love u all.