Being Tested as a new revert

Hello everyone, im a new revert and i wanted to ask something because life is becoming really hard right now. Ever since i reverted my life kept getting more and more problems that just make me so worried to the point i think abt the problems all day and cant sleep because of it. Everyday the problems keep increasing and i dont know if im being punished or tested. Its honestly really affecting me and i feel so low mentally. Is this a sign?