Gusto ko na magresign pero di pwede

Hello! First time ko mag post. please dont judge. I'm a 30something rebuilding her life. I am now working in a call center so others may say ay saya ng buhay nyan. Sana nga e. D ako happy sa work ko lage nalang may mali akong ginagawa sa mata nila. Nakakapagod na. I've tried to curate myself to fit their "standards" pero tih d talaga. Gusto ko na magresign but I can't because of the pay. Sakto lang naman sya for necessities pero d sya enough to save.

I've learned to be numb sa comments nila. Nakikitawa kahit minsan nakaka offend na. I am not actively looking for another job because 1. Palipat kami ng fam ko so it may be harder for me and 2. Hindi ko pa kaya mentally to start over again in a new company.

Gusto ko lang mag vent talaga kase nakakapagod na.