Scared I’ll never feel her energy again

I lost my beautiful 11 year old girl one month ago. When she passed, I swear I could feel her all around me. In the trees, the wind that blew past my cheek, and in the sounds of the birds that flew past. I felt her everywhere.

It’s now been a few weeks and I haven’t felt her presence since and I’m scared that I will never feel her with me again. I can’t imagine life without even feeling her around me.

Has anyone felt this way? I’m trying to find her in everything around me and am coming up with nothing. I’m so scared that I’ve lost her completely.