Passing as a trans woman didn't solve dysphoria like I thought it would

I've lived my whole life knowing I should have been born a girl and I thought that if I had been my life could have been so much easier. Dysphoria isn't easy to explain, but it's just this fundamental disconnect between who you are and what you were made as, and it intersects with everything in your life.

Even though I knew I couldn't wake up as a woman I still thought that if I could pass as one that would fix itself, or at least be less of a distressing force in my life. Now, I'm finally at a point where I finally feel comfortable calling myself a woman after feeling fraudulent my whole life, but it still feels wrong. I feel like I'm tricking everybody that I speak to, and that one day they'll see past my clothes and my voice and see something else. Everybody that I've met since starting to pass I feel like im defrauding, even if they know I'm trans I can't help but feel fake.

I look like a woman, sound like a woman, act like a woman and live my whole life as one, but it's making me realize I will never ever be able to look in the mirror and not feel disgust. One moment I feel pretty and the next I'm questioning how I could ever be so stupid to think that. I am a woman, but nothing will ever change the fact I was born male, and even though people have no idea I'm trans unless I tell them, I will never be able to look at my body and see one.

I've always felt disconnected from other trans people because I feel no pride in being trans, because I wish more than anything that I weren't. While I have no regret for transitioning, I would give anything to have been born in the right body. Certainly over being trans. Seriously wtf am I supposed to do.. there's something fundamentally wrong with me and there is no fix. How am I supposed to live the rest of my life like this?

Edit: Theres probably hundreds of comments from people who feel my experience validates their misguided beliefs and preconceived notions towards trans people. I feel like I should say that even though I'm still struggling, I have no regrets about transitioning and I would not be here if I hadn't. You can only be me to know that that's true. I know what I am and I know what I'm not, and a medically misguided man I am not.