I just broke up with my GF.

she's my classmate and we've been together since we're at highschool, 2 years ago to be exact. She's loyal and loving unconditionally... it's the most beautiful 2 years i've experienced. Me and her doesn't always see eye to eye but we always found a common ground and everything's back to normal.

but after we graduated, she decided to get a job, it's quite far (around 1100km away). I respect her decision, so after she depart we still regularly chat and call each other, but times went by and she started to get busy with her work life, i was too nosy and chatty she started to call me out and said that "i have to grow up and be an adult". (i haven't started college at times so i don't really have much going on) she said that her feeling for me aren't the same anymore, she said she's willing to be back if i have been more mature. We also made a pact promising that we won't be in a relationship anymore, i trust her cause she's not the one who broke her promise. We rarely chat ever since.

(Fast Forward 3 months to January 2025) she post herself dinner with a guy, i asked her who is he and she said "it's her work colleague" and "we have a different faith so it's impossible for us to be in a relationship". I start to feel uneasy.

(Fast forward to February 2025) I began to increase my frequency to chat her, and every night i ask to call her and she said "yes, but only for a bit", i said sure... i still trust her but the negative mindset starts to linger in me. for about two weeks we regularly call every night but then suddenly... she's just, quiet... everytime i chat her or send her my pict doing something she only respond "lol", or "bruh, hahaha". Even when i said "let's call" she left me in read, i can sense her disinterest so i stopped chatting her and then voila, yesterday she just posted her so called "work colleague" and he's officially her boyfriend now, she even made this caption "this guy is more perfect than the song"

I was so torn and i blocked all of her social media, deleted her number, she's not the same person she used to be. I don't mind her being with another guy, but why would she lied to me in the first place? I can't believe she would do me this way, it's honestly so gut wrenching knowing the one i trust the most broke the most important promise.