Can't afford therapy so I'm attempting to do dbt alone.

Hi, I'm quite new to Reddit and I don't really know what I'm doing, if I should be posting this on another thread or ...? Anyway I'm here because after 8 years of talk therapy (which has done little more than keep me out of the hospital, but has essentially put a bandaid over a gaping wound) the therapist basically abandoned my therapy, moved out of state and didn't tell me. So I'm up shit creek. I'm diagnosed with OCD and strongly suspect I have BPD. My only real option is to do dbt alone as I'm no longer financially able to pay for therapy. I decided to see if there was a reddit topic for this because I feel very overwhelmed with having to learn the skills and then actually putting them into practice. I just wanted to introduce myself here, so hi lol.