I fucking hate myself

PROS
More aware "conscious" than others
Good at drawing, when I have the motivation to
Can be quiet for months without talking
Pink lips
Pink/fusha/brownish-pinkish kitty

CONS
Facial Features

  • Eyebrows: Fat ass eyebrows.
  • Eyes: Black holes for eyes, ugly eye shape.
  • Nose: Odd nose.
  • Lips: Thin upper lip, crusty lips even though I use vaseline, bad lip to chin ratio.
  • Chin: Weak chin.
  • Jaw/Face Shape: No ramus (jawline), weird skull shape.
  • Hairline: Weird hairline.

Body Shape and Proportions

  • Torso: Slightly short torso.
  • Height: 5'3
  • Thighs: No thigh gap, hip dips.
  • Ribs: Flared ribs.
  • Feet: Ugly feet.
  • Fingers and Nails: Short fingers, all nails have different shapes, weird nailbeds.
  • Skin: Weird skin color.

Hair

  • Hair: Wavy hair with a dry scalp.
  • Body Hair: Black hair on arms, hair on fingers.

Other

  • Clothing and Appearance: Ugly clothes because I’m poor, looking dirty even though I shower all the time.
  • Intelligence: Having the passion but not the smartness, used to be straight-A student.

Body Features (Private)

  • Outtie (down there).
  • Hair growing out the day after I shave (anywhere: arms, legs, hands, armpits, etc)