Do you want kids?

Hello there. Kinda personal question today.

Regardless if you are PIMI or PIMO or whatever, do you want to have kids?

After waking up I found myself quite often wondering what's the real meaning of the life. Is there really nothing after death? Is there no God? Are we in some stupid simulation? Or what the f*.

And with my wife we came to decision that we don't want to have kids. We don't want to create new person, locked in all of this questions. I would not handle if the kid came to me, looked into my eyes, and asked me "Why you did this to me? Why you bringed me to this who-knows-what-is-this-shit-about world?" - that is also something that I'd love to ask my parents but I don't want to hurt them.