Gonna be so raw 💀
I'm gonna expose myself cause it still irks me but more people have been discussing this lately. My friendgroup made me think i was trans. This was about 4 years ago by now, i was always the weird kid, bullied and outcasted at the multiple school i had to go to and was very much into girls. It was right in that period of 2020-2023 that i actively and seriously dated girls as a teen and having a social media presence i quickly got sucked into the rabbit hole of rainbow vomit. I was convinced i was trans despite the fact male parts disgusted me, i never had interest in T and shaved actively. I almost felt ashamed for being a girl and was so uncomfortable in my own body. And on top of that i have tons of scars and in my head? Girls can't be pretty with scars.
There were so many factors that lead me to this mindset but i'm so glad i got help and realized that no, i'm just a dyke. And even better i'm a femme dyke. I like being a girl, i love what being a woman means and i would never trade it for something else. They want to be progressive so hard yet they don't teach that just being a cis girl is okay too.
The fear of being transphobic for dumping my ex after she went by new pronouns and names every week and was suddenly a self identified boy. I was so uncomfortable and couldn't place why, i just knew i grew teary every time she'd lash out after i called her my girlfriend instead of boyfriend. Up until then i've had horrible experiences with the lgbt in general. From being cyberstalked, herassed by new numbers every day, death threats, being told to commit, i hated this community. Until i found out about the radfem side of tumblr and these subs. This is the shit that keeps me going and feeling good, this is the thing that makes me feel a little less crazy.
I love being a lesbian, i love lesbians, i love our little community. I LOVE YA'LL and i love that women are finally waking up. Did anyone else struggle with this? Can this genuinely count as a phenomenon? Cause i notice alot of people who struggled with this are young autistic/depressed girls. I've never seen an example of this in young men. It's so odd, wtf was 2020
I'm gonna expose myself cause it still irks me but more people have been discussing this lately. My friendgroup made me think i was trans. This was about 4 years ago by now, i was always the weird kid, bullied and outcasted at the multiple school i had to go to and was very much into girls. It was right in that period of 2020-2023 that i actively and seriously dated girls as a teen and having a social media presence i quickly got sucked into the rabbit hole of rainbow vomit. I was convinced i was trans despite the fact male parts disgusted me, i never had interest in T and shaved actively. I almost felt ashamed for being a girl and was so uncomfortable in my own body. And on top of that i have tons of scars and in my head? Girls can't be pretty with scars.
There were so many factors that lead me to this mindset but i'm so glad i got help and realized that no, i'm just a dyke. And even better i'm a femme dyke. I like being a girl, i love what being a woman means and i would never trade it for something else. They want to be progressive so hard yet they don't teach that just being a cis girl is okay too.
The fear of being transphobic for dumping my ex after she went by new pronouns and names every week and was suddenly a self identified boy. I was so uncomfortable and couldn't place why, i just knew i grew teary every time she'd lash out after i called her my girlfriend instead of boyfriend. Up until then i've had horrible experiences with the lgbt in general. From being cyberstalked, herassed by new numbers every day, death threats, being told to commit, i hated this community. Until i found out about the radfem side of tumblr and these subs. This is the shit that keeps me going and feeling good, this is the thing that makes me feel a little less crazy.
I love being a lesbian, i love lesbians, i love our little community. I LOVE YA'LL and i love that women are finally waking up. Did anyone else struggle with this? Can this genuinely count as a phenomenon? Cause i notice alot of people who struggled with this are young autistic/depressed girls. I've never seen an example of this in young men. It's so odd, wtf was 2020