Is solo queue in comp really this bad?

I start off by saying, Im not one to play rank in these types of games. I am usually happy with staying in quick play and having a relaxing time. This week tho I wanted to give my hand at rank in rivals for two reasons. One I really love the game and I felt Im a pretty good support player and an ok DPS. Two, I really want the Susan storm skin for getting to gold.

So last two days I got my feet wet and it...been pretty bad. Like unfun bad. I win one match and then lose the next three, dropping me back to 0. I feel Im doing what Im supposed to be doing as Luna, C&D, and Susan. So is this what everyone exp when they solo queue? If so...is it even worth and should I just go back to quick play and get the Susan skin?