There is a Difference

I would say,

“Where are you now,

While at my lowest?”

But I know

You could say the

Same, but here’s the

Difference.

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You chose to

Go it alone.

I called for

your support but

You are confused

And can’t tell the

Difference.

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I used to

Be the one you

Could rely upon.

But now you

Choose loneliness,

And I see a

Difference.

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You had shakes

From withdrawal.

But mine were from fear,

Loneliness, and

Regret. I tell

You there’s a

Difference.

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I wish I

Could change things then.

But you shut me out,

Cut contact, and

Pushed me away.

So, what’s the

Difference?

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You knew that

I’d been struggling.

Ev’ryone’s known,

It wasn’t hidden.

You bottle up

Your pain, there’s the

Difference.

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Obviously not finished yet, but looking for feedback on if I have a good start and advice on where to take it.