I got raped/SA:d at a party while unconscious
I was at a party recently and my drink got spiked. This resulted in me being blacked out for about 1,5 hours. While I do not know for sure what happened during that time I got woken up by a girl I know. She found me laying on a bed in a random room in the house with certain clothing articles missing from my body. She helped me get home and since I was still super dizzy and out of it I just went to sleep. When I woke up I had a huge headache and now was the first time I noticed that I was missing clothes (my bra, tights and my skirt was unzipped on the side but still on). I of course wondered what had happened and I went into the bathroom to inspect myself. I found bruising, scratches and such on my ass, hips and back. My makeup was also smudged and I had hickeys on my collarbone/neck. I don’t remember anything of this happening and therefore I don’t know who did it to me.
How do I move forward? I just feel so dirty and I feel bad for putting myself in this situation just because I didn’t keep enough of attention on my cup. This was a party with my friends and some mutuals, so I really thought I trusted the people at the party but I guess someone there just wanted to take advantage of me.