Im an attention whore.

I genuinely can’t stop cutting I can’t go over a day with uncontrollable urges and I feel so invalid because most of the time I cut because I’m actually feeling terrible but sometimes I cut to get the attention of someone— anyone and for them to tell a school counselor or teacher on me so I can get get help (I’m too scared to ask myself) and I feel like an attention seeker I’m tired and I wanna kms