Total beginner, am I reading this right?

And yes, I am aware the “right” right doesn’t exist here.

I started learning a week ago, listened and read a few books, familiarized myself with my deck (The Light Seer) and started memorizing the cards, but to actually learn I figured I needed to actually do - so I decided on a guidance three card spread.

I asked about my parenting, if I’m doing a good job

I got 3. the Empress, 7 of Cups and Queen of Wands

TBH I laughed at the Empress, feeling like my deck was a bit heavy handed with the amateur me, since I asked about my parenting and the “heart of the matter” card is the mother

So, as it pertains to the question asked, I read that as - I have the capability in me to be the mother, the nurturer I want to be, but I worry so much about making the wrong choices, that it’s blocking that potential. In order to get past that obstacle I need to believe in my abilities, own my style of parenting and be brave about the choices I make and, while it will be a challenging journey, it will be a good one.

Am I reading that right, or am I just projecting? Or both?

And yes, I am aware the “right” right doesn’t exist here.

I started learning a week ago, listened and read a few books, familiarized myself with my deck (The Light Seer) and started memorizing the cards, but to actually learn I figured I needed to actually do - so I decided on a guidance three card spread.

I asked about my parenting, if I’m doing a good job

I got 3. the Empress, 7 of Cups and Queen of Wands

TBH I laughed at the Empress, feeling like my deck was a bit heavy handed with the amateur me, since I asked about my parenting and the “heart of the matter” card is the mother

So, as it pertains to the question asked, I read that as - I have the capability in me to be the mother, the nurturer I want to be, but I worry so much about making the wrong choices, that it’s blocking that potential. In order to get past that obstacle I need to believe in my abilities, own my style of parenting and be brave about the choices I make and, while it will be a challenging journey, it will be a good one.

Am I reading that right, or am I just projecting? Or both?