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Plenty of guys say they actually mellowed out after starting T. You might get hormonal, (like a teenager) though for a while.\n\nT doesn't inherently make you aggressive. It'll probably make you more bold and confident but T itself isn't going to make you hurt people you wouldn't normally hurt. \n\nRegardless, it's best you speak to a professional about this stuff if you're really worried.", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>You probably developed terrible anger issues because of your dysphoria. Plenty of guys say they actually mellowed out after starting T. You might get hormonal, (like a teenager) though for a while.</p>\n\n<p>T doesn&#39;t inherently make you aggressive. It&#39;ll probably make you more bold and confident but T itself isn&#39;t going to make you hurt people you wouldn&#39;t normally hurt. </p>\n\n<p>Regardless, it&#39;s best you speak to a professional about this stuff if you&#39;re really worried.</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_mehivnw": {"author": "kz7xyz", "authorId": "t2_byfeqiii8", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740384619.0, "depth": 1, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_mehivnw", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": true, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_megrcv1", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": "t1_meh46ge", "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/mehivnw/", "prev": {"id": "t1_meh46ge", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 8, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "I know testosterone doesn't do those things. id hope nobody thinks that. but I do know testosterone can proliferate preexisting anger problems. \nand I don't think the anger is from dysphoria, as it doesn't bother me too much because i'm on antidepressants. I still have extreme dysphoria with my sex organs, and of course everything else, but my dysphoria is less impactful on my life with antidepressants. I think the anger just comes from how I generally hate society and how i'm treated and how i'm expected to live. it's a deep rabbithole really, but thanks for the words of advice", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>I know testosterone doesn&#39;t do those things. id hope nobody thinks that. but I do know testosterone can proliferate preexisting anger problems. \nand I don&#39;t think the anger is from dysphoria, as it doesn&#39;t bother me too much because i&#39;m on antidepressants. I still have extreme dysphoria with my sex organs, and of course everything else, but my dysphoria is less impactful on my life with antidepressants. I think the anger just comes from how I generally hate society and how i&#39;m treated and how i&#39;m expected to live. it&#39;s a deep rabbithole really, but thanks for the words of advice</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_megrcv1": {"author": "hawkygracegm", "authorId": "t2_1038va5wzk", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740370483.0, "depth": 0, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_megrcv1", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_meh3kql", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": null, "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/megrcv1/", "prev": {"id": "t1_mehivnw", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 21, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "Whenever you have a major life change in life counseling, whether professional or not, is never a bad bad idea", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>Whenever you have a major life change in life counseling, whether professional or not, is never a bad bad idea</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_meh3kql": {"author": "Wolfphase", "authorId": "t2_19rvy9d9v1", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740376053.0, "depth": 0, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_meh3kql", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_meh3qix", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": null, "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/meh3kql/", "prev": {"id": "t1_megrcv1", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 14, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "I experienced aggressive tendencies throughout my childhood and especially during female puberty. But once I started testosterone it actually lessened, eventually equalized me into a normal level of aggression. Looking back on it a lot of my aggression was due to feeling dysphoric and checked out constantly", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>I experienced aggressive tendencies throughout my childhood and especially during female puberty. But once I started testosterone it actually lessened, eventually equalized me into a normal level of aggression. Looking back on it a lot of my aggression was due to feeling dysphoric and checked out constantly</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_meh3qix": {"author": "kz7xyz", "authorId": "t2_byfeqiii8", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740376134.0, "depth": 1, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_meh3qix", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": true, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_mehdreb", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": "t1_meh3kql", "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/meh3qix/", "prev": {"id": "t1_meh3kql", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 6, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "that makes a lot of sense. glad youre feeling better now, i'll see what happens", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>that makes a lot of sense. glad youre feeling better now, i&#39;ll see what happens</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_mehdreb": {"author": "Ok_Impression5401", "authorId": "t2_7p38g8h0", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740381542.0, "depth": 0, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_mehdreb", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_mehj3zt", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": null, "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/mehdreb/", "prev": {"id": "t1_meh3qix", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 6, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "t made me get upset and agitated more easily. had a lot of crashouts the first few months but its gotten better", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>t made me get upset and agitated more easily. had a lot of crashouts the first few months but its gotten better</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_mehj3zt": {"author": "kz7xyz", "authorId": "t2_byfeqiii8", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740384761.0, "depth": 1, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_mehj3zt", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": true, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_mehxc7z", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": "t1_mehdreb", "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/mehj3zt/", "prev": {"id": "t1_mehdreb", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 3, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "yeah. as your hormones regulate so do your emotions. anger and general emotional problems and mood swings are to be expected when starting testosterone as is with anything that completely unbalances your natural hormonal cycle. however since i'm not great at controlling my anger i'm just worried it could get really bad in those first few months. but i'm preparing myself mentally. 20 minutes until my injection!", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>yeah. as your hormones regulate so do your emotions. anger and general emotional problems and mood swings are to be expected when starting testosterone as is with anything that completely unbalances your natural hormonal cycle. however since i&#39;m not great at controlling my anger i&#39;m just worried it could get really bad in those first few months. but i&#39;m preparing myself mentally. 20 minutes until my injection!</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_mehxc7z": {"author": "Ok_Impression5401", "authorId": "t2_7p38g8h0", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740393558.0, "depth": 2, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_mehxc7z", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_mei8noi", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": "t1_mehj3zt", "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/mehxc7z/", "prev": {"id": "t1_mehj3zt", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 3, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "i'm pretty terrible at controlling my anger too. i noticed i've had a lot harder time staying emotionally regulated on t and (probably more frequently than i should) lash out/break things. i don't wanna say expect it, but definitely don't be surprised if the anger gets worse. just try to stay grounded best you can. ice water bowl to the face usually resets me.\n\nalso congrats on starting t!", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>i&#39;m pretty terrible at controlling my anger too. i noticed i&#39;ve had a lot harder time staying emotionally regulated on t and (probably more frequently than i should) lash out/break things. i don&#39;t wanna say expect it, but definitely don&#39;t be surprised if the anger gets worse. just try to stay grounded best you can. ice water bowl to the face usually resets me.</p>\n\n<p>also congrats on starting t!</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_mei8noi": {"author": "Appropriate_Drama860", "authorId": "t2_15e807lz4w", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740399559.0, "depth": 0, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_mei8noi", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_mei9752", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": null, "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/mei8noi/", "prev": {"id": "t1_mehxc7z", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 2, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "So I always had anger problems but I also have bpd and intermittent explosive disorder but I noticed that pre testosterone someone could say something dumb or irritating (nothing to do with me transitioning just in general )and I would laugh and walk away no problem but once I was on t it was like I could feel my blood pressure go up and wanted to throat punch them which I talked to my testosterone doctor about. But it\u2019s normal it\u2019s just about self control and not letting it get the best of you. \nAlso a main thing I noticed which you more than likely will to but it could be different for everyone, but pre testosterone and cis females in general have A LOT of different levels of each emotion. Like there is sad but multiple levels of sad depending on situation. But when I got on testosterone it was like all emotions kinda simplified almost. It\u2019s hard to explain really but it was like 50 emotions turned into 3, happy. Mad. Horny. If something made me sad or hurt me or annoyed/irritated me it just turned into mad. \nSimple way to explain is \n good emotions = happy\nNegative emotions= mad\nThen well horny is horny just a different level of it then pre testosterone and horny can be there even if mad is there. \n\nJust focus on self control and being able to just not respond and walk away, this is something you are doing to improve your life and bring you happiness and help you become who you truly want to be so don\u2019t let a temper ruin the positive ya know?", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>So I always had anger problems but I also have bpd and intermittent explosive disorder but I noticed that pre testosterone someone could say something dumb or irritating (nothing to do with me transitioning just in general )and I would laugh and walk away no problem but once I was on t it was like I could feel my blood pressure go up and wanted to throat punch them which I talked to my testosterone doctor about. But it\u2019s normal it\u2019s just about self control and not letting it get the best of you. \nAlso a main thing I noticed which you more than likely will to but it could be different for everyone, but pre testosterone and cis females in general have A LOT of different levels of each emotion. Like there is sad but multiple levels of sad depending on situation. But when I got on testosterone it was like all emotions kinda simplified almost. It\u2019s hard to explain really but it was like 50 emotions turned into 3, happy. Mad. Horny. If something made me sad or hurt me or annoyed/irritated me it just turned into mad. \nSimple way to explain is \n good emotions = happy\nNegative emotions= mad\nThen well horny is horny just a different level of it then pre testosterone and horny can be there even if mad is there. </p>\n\n<p>Just focus on self control and being able to just not respond and walk away, this is something you are doing to improve your life and bring you happiness and help you become who you truly want to be so don\u2019t let a temper ruin the positive ya know?</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_mei9752": {"author": "kz7xyz", "authorId": "t2_byfeqiii8", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740399806.0, "depth": 1, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_mei9752", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": true, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_meia4fs", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": "t1_mei8noi", "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/mei9752/", "prev": {"id": "t1_mei8noi", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 2, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "with the emotions im fully aware (and also familiae) of the numbing and developing a broader range of emotions. I already have pretty limited emotions and I dont mind it at all, I know all lf that so no need to worry. thanks for the words advice towards anger and anger related emotions! did my shot just now, 4 hrs delayed lol I had to do it myself", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>with the emotions im fully aware (and also familiae) of the numbing and developing a broader range of emotions. I already have pretty limited emotions and I dont mind it at all, I know all lf that so no need to worry. thanks for the words advice towards anger and anger related emotions! did my shot just now, 4 hrs delayed lol I had to do it myself</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_meia4fs": {"author": "Appropriate_Drama860", "authorId": "t2_15e807lz4w", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740400217.0, "depth": 2, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_meia4fs", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_meiafha", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": "t1_mei9752", "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/meia4fs/", "prev": {"id": "t1_mei9752", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 2, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "I have always done my own shots since I started 12 years ago and actually am about to get mine ready to do now, I hope everything goes well for you and you hopefully have a successful and happy transitioning journey, if you need any help, advice, to vent, any concerns etc feel free to message me either on here or dm doesn\u2019t matter either way", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>I have always done my own shots since I started 12 years ago and actually am about to get mine ready to do now, I hope everything goes well for you and you hopefully have a successful and happy transitioning journey, if you need any help, advice, to vent, any concerns etc feel free to message me either on here or dm doesn\u2019t matter either way</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_meiafha": {"author": "kz7xyz", "authorId": "t2_byfeqiii8", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740400351.0, "depth": 3, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_meiafha", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": true, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_meib9ah", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": "t1_meia4fs", "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/meiafha/", "prev": {"id": "t1_meia4fs", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 1, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "thank you! I am quite the youngshit so I was absolutely supposed to get training however I executed the shot perfectly, in the muscle, no problems and absolutely zero bleeding after, got a lot of stiffness lol but thats expected. I was supposed to get a nurse to have it done today but the dates were confused and we actually had today booked but for next month! so we asked my prescriber and he gave me permission to give it a shot(no pun intended)", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>thank you! I am quite the youngshit so I was absolutely supposed to get training however I executed the shot perfectly, in the muscle, no problems and absolutely zero bleeding after, got a lot of stiffness lol but thats expected. I was supposed to get a nurse to have it done today but the dates were confused and we actually had today booked but for next month! so we asked my prescriber and he gave me permission to give it a shot(no pun intended)</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_meib9ah": {"author": "Appropriate_Drama860", "authorId": "t2_15e807lz4w", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740400710.0, "depth": 4, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_meib9ah", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_meibeb6", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": "t1_meiafha", "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/meib9ah/", "prev": {"id": "t1_meiafha", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 1, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "Hahaha just remember testosterone injections isn\u2019t like a thin water its thicker so always take about 60 seconds after shot and kind massage the injection site in a circular motion starting small and then slowly going an lil bigger to help spread it out \ud83d\ude00", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>Hahaha just remember testosterone injections isn\u2019t like a thin water its thicker so always take about 60 seconds after shot and kind massage the injection site in a circular motion starting small and then slowly going an lil bigger to help spread it out \ud83d\ude00</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_meibeb6": {"author": "kz7xyz", "authorId": "t2_byfeqiii8", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740400770.0, "depth": 5, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_meibeb6", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": true, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_meih38i", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": "t1_meib9ah", "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/meibeb6/", "prev": {"id": "t1_meib9ah", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 2, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "yeah I did quite a bit of massaging! spread it around. thanks for the advice overall I really appreciate it. feeling great right now!", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>yeah I did quite a bit of massaging! spread it around. thanks for the advice overall I really appreciate it. feeling great right now!</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_meih38i": {"author": "airconditioningrats", "authorId": "t2_1cz22gb0u8", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740403072.0, "depth": 0, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_meih38i", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_meixn0p", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": null, "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/meih38i/", "prev": {"id": "t1_meibeb6", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 2, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "I had the same worries before I started testosterone, but for me personally, it didn't make it worse at all. If anything, it made it better. I'd recommend seeing how it affects you first and going from there.", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>I had the same worries before I started testosterone, but for me personally, it didn&#39;t make it worse at all. If anything, it made it better. I&#39;d recommend seeing how it affects you first and going from there.</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_meixn0p": {"author": "silverbatwing", "authorId": "t2_4l451xus", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740408869.0, "depth": 0, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_meixn0p", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_mej3jn7", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": null, "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/meixn0p/", "prev": {"id": "t1_meih38i", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 2, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "Therapy is a good idea. For everyone. Period. \n\nI actually calmed down starting T, but everyone is different. \n\nSeriously, get a therapist. Bonus: a gender affirming therapist.", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>Therapy is a good idea. For everyone. Period. </p>\n\n<p>I actually calmed down starting T, but everyone is different. </p>\n\n<p>Seriously, get a therapist. Bonus: a gender affirming therapist.</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_mej3jn7": {"author": "aromaticdust98", "authorId": "t2_diow0t37", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740410703.0, "depth": 0, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_mej3jn7", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_mekedgj", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": null, "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/mej3jn7/", "prev": {"id": "t1_meixn0p", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 2, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "I had really bad anger issues before T and the worst explosive temper. Ever since starting T I've just been vibing every once in a bit ill yell about some random shit but not near as bad as I ever used to be.", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>I had really bad anger issues before T and the worst explosive temper. Ever since starting T I&#39;ve just been vibing every once in a bit ill yell about some random shit but not near as bad as I ever used to be.</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_mekedgj": {"author": "Burner-Acc-", "authorId": "t2_rok8rqsyp", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740424033.0, "depth": 0, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_mekedgj", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_melbm8w", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": null, "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/mekedgj/", "prev": {"id": "t1_mej3jn7", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 2, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "You\u2019ll probably feel the opposite of anger for the first few months, more happiness and relief, along with existent and maybe hunger.. if you find yourself having more outbursts you need to speak to someone professional", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>You\u2019ll probably feel the opposite of anger for the first few months, more happiness and relief, along with existent and maybe hunger.. if you find yourself having more outbursts you need to speak to someone professional</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_melbm8w": {"author": "DuePercentage4469", "authorId": "t2_tohiqg6a", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740433345.0, "depth": 0, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_melbm8w", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_mehiwtm", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": null, "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/melbm8w/", "prev": {"id": "t1_mekedgj", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 2, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "If you end up with anger/extreme mood changes talk to your doctor. It\u2019s not uncommon after starting t to build up too much testosterone which converts into estrogen, causing heavy mood swings. This is why steroid users go through \u201croid rage\u201d", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>If you end up with anger/extreme mood changes talk to your doctor. It\u2019s not uncommon after starting t to build up too much testosterone which converts into estrogen, causing heavy mood swings. This is why steroid users go through \u201croid rage\u201d</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_mehiwtm": {"author": "Admirable-squid1309", "authorId": "t2_18s12hfryi", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740384639.0, "depth": 0, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_mehiwtm", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_mehbnjh", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": null, "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/mehiwtm/", "prev": {"id": "t1_melbm8w", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 2, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "Not on T yet but I've realised the crippling dysphoria is probably one of the reasons for my high aggression. You might calm down", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>Not on T yet but I&#39;ve realised the crippling dysphoria is probably one of the reasons for my high aggression. You might calm down</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_mehbnjh": {"author": "Sad-Marionberry7117", "authorId": "t2_1dbnkafbjz", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740380357.0, "depth": 0, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_mehbnjh", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_meiwp6x", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": null, "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/mehbnjh/", "prev": {"id": "t1_mehiwtm", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 1, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "bruh, testosterone is apparently evil juice istg. it's not gonna actually change ur behavior that much, you'll just be hormonal", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>bruh, testosterone is apparently evil juice istg. it&#39;s not gonna actually change ur behavior that much, you&#39;ll just be hormonal</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_meiwp6x": {"author": "Mundane-Dottie", "authorId": "t2_4hsq468fs", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740408570.0, "depth": 0, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_meiwp6x", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_mev8ucb", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": null, "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/meiwp6x/", "prev": {"id": "t1_mehbnjh", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 1, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "There is testosterone which you get via injection. \n\nBut there is also testosterone which is like gel or jelly or cream, which you put on your skin daily. Use this one. Take a little at first to get used to it.", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>There is testosterone which you get via injection. </p>\n\n<p>But there is also testosterone which is like gel or jelly or cream, which you put on your skin daily. Use this one. Take a little at first to get used to it.</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_mev8ucb": {"author": "kz7xyz", "authorId": "t2_byfeqiii8", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740568486.0, "depth": 1, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_mev8ucb", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": true, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_mevcoq9", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": "t1_meiwp6x", "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/mev8ucb/", "prev": {"id": "t1_meiwp6x", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 1, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "bold of you to assume I dont know about gel. never in a million years would I use that over injections lol", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>bold of you to assume I dont know about gel. never in a million years would I use that over injections lol</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_mevcoq9": {"author": "Mundane-Dottie", "authorId": "t2_4hsq468fs", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740570469.0, "depth": 2, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_mevcoq9", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_mevd0o5", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": "t1_mev8ucb", "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/mevcoq9/", "prev": {"id": "t1_mev8ucb", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 1, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "You would use gel at first, get used to it. Then, if everything is ok, you would change to injection. \n\nIf you feel aggressive, you would take less gel the next day. Adapt slowly to the testo.", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>You would use gel at first, get used to it. Then, if everything is ok, you would change to injection. </p>\n\n<p>If you feel aggressive, you would take less gel the next day. Adapt slowly to the testo.</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_mevd0o5": {"author": "kz7xyz", "authorId": "t2_byfeqiii8", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740570635.0, "depth": 3, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_mevd0o5", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": true, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_mej4d2r", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": "t1_mevcoq9", "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/mevd0o5/", "prev": {"id": "t1_mevcoq9", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 2, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "you can start testosterone at a lower dose too you know\ud83e\udd26\u200d\u2642\ufe0fill be on a half dose until my 9th week", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>you can start testosterone at a lower dose too you know\ud83e\udd26\u200d\u2642\ufe0fill be on a half dose until my 9th week</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_mej4d2r": {"author": "Routine_Proof9407", "authorId": "t2_1hi0ixj456", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740410948.0, "depth": 0, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_mej4d2r", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_mejvcsr", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": null, "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/mej4d2r/", "prev": {"id": "t1_mevd0o5", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 1, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "Testosterone doesn\u2019t make anyone violent unless they are already of a violent disposition. For me i had more energy and endurance and my performance in the gym became better. But if you are already prone to violence and aggression you may want to work on that with a therapist before starting testosterone.", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>Testosterone doesn\u2019t make anyone violent unless they are already of a violent disposition. For me i had more energy and endurance and my performance in the gym became better. But if you are already prone to violence and aggression you may want to work on that with a therapist before starting testosterone.</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_mejvcsr": {"author": "j13409", "authorId": "t2_en59ptl2", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740418681.0, "depth": 0, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_mejvcsr", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_mepscob", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": null, "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/mejvcsr/", "prev": {"id": "t1_mej4d2r", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 2, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "The whole \u201cT makes you angry\u201d thing is a myth.\n\nOverdosing on testosterone and other steroids like bodybuilders do, sure\u2026 but normal use within physiological ranges? No, not for most people.\n\nI personally mellowed the fuck out when I started trt.", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>The whole \u201cT makes you angry\u201d thing is a myth.</p>\n\n<p>Overdosing on testosterone and other steroids like bodybuilders do, sure\u2026 but normal use within physiological ranges? No, not for most people.</p>\n\n<p>I personally mellowed the fuck out when I started trt.</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_mepscob": {"author": "SmallRoot", "authorId": "t2_8uy3w3ho", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740497857.0, "depth": 0, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_mepscob", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_meh3wld", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": null, "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/mepscob/", "prev": {"id": "t1_mejvcsr", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 1, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "I have only experienced increased aggression and anger early into my transition, like a few months after getting my very first T shot. However, it was also early into the covid pandemics and lockdown which has likely contributed to me lashing out a few times. Focusing on my mental health has helped a lot.", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>I have only experienced increased aggression and anger early into my transition, like a few months after getting my very first T shot. However, it was also early into the covid pandemics and lockdown which has likely contributed to me lashing out a few times. Focusing on my mental health has helped a lot.</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_meh3wld": {"author": "CaptainTrips69", "authorId": "t2_n922r8r7", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740376218.0, "depth": 0, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_meh3wld", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_mehj5wc", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": null, "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/meh3wld/", "prev": {"id": "t1_mepscob", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 0, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "Welcome to the male gender. As a cis man I am quite aware that most of the time I have the urge to fuck shit up for no reason", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>Welcome to the male gender. As a cis man I am quite aware that most of the time I have the urge to fuck shit up for no reason</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_mehj5wc": {"author": "kz7xyz", "authorId": "t2_byfeqiii8", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740384795.0, "depth": 1, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_mehj5wc", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": true, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_meguero", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": "t1_meh3wld", "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/mehj5wc/", "prev": {"id": "t1_meh3wld", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 1, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "oh for sure! we're all pissed off, for no reason, all the time lmao. how it is!", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>oh for sure! we&#39;re all pissed off, for no reason, all the time lmao. how it is!</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_meguero": {"author": "Kill_J0yy", "authorId": "t2_cike0u9b", "collapsed": true, "collapsedReason": "comment score below threshold", "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": "LOW_SCORE", "created": 1740371784.0, "depth": 0, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_meguero", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_megusbs", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": null, "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/meguero/", "prev": {"id": "t1_mehj5wc", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": -6, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "Testosterone increases will make you more socially dominant and/or further amplify natural inclinations toward aggression/passiveness. If you are naturally more aggressive, the likelihood is that you will become more aggressive. The social aspect involves your environment\u2014if you\u2019re a doctor, for example, it is more socially dominant to be gentle, so you\u2019d actually become more gentle instead of more aggressive. Take both of these into consideration. \n\nI would see a therapist. You need to be mentally prepared to deal with your transition too, not just physically.", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>Testosterone increases will make you more socially dominant and/or further amplify natural inclinations toward aggression/passiveness. If you are naturally more aggressive, the likelihood is that you will become more aggressive. The social aspect involves your environment\u2014if you\u2019re a doctor, for example, it is more socially dominant to be gentle, so you\u2019d actually become more gentle instead of more aggressive. Take both of these into consideration. </p>\n\n<p>I would see a therapist. You need to be mentally prepared to deal with your transition too, not just physically.</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_megusbs": {"author": "kz7xyz", "authorId": "t2_byfeqiii8", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740371951.0, "depth": 1, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_megusbs", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": true, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_megvcpr", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": "t1_meguero", "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/megusbs/", "prev": {"id": "t1_meguero", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 2, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "I dont really have a certain environment. im still a student in school so I dont have certain emotional expectations. and trust me I am very mentally prepared for this - however, I dont know if the anger will just be irritation or if it can actually become serious and impactful, I made this post to ask around on how I can prepare for the worst.", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>I dont really have a certain environment. im still a student in school so I dont have certain emotional expectations. and trust me I am very mentally prepared for this - however, I dont know if the anger will just be irritation or if it can actually become serious and impactful, I made this post to ask around on how I can prepare for the worst.</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_megvcpr": {"author": "Kill_J0yy", "authorId": "t2_cike0u9b", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740372203.0, "depth": 2, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_megvcpr", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_megvioo", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": "t1_megusbs", "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/megvcpr/", "prev": {"id": "t1_megusbs", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 2, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "Everyone has an environment. I was speaking more scientifically in this regard. Your environment is multiple ones\u2014your school, peer group, home, etc. None of this is conscious and is subconscious. Testosterone affects your brain in ways that are not necessarily intentional. If you are naturally inclined to aggression, the statistical likeliness is that you become more aggressive, because testosterone is going to amplify whatever your natural inclination is. It could be that you\u2019re naturally inclined to be gentle (with your anger being out of the ordinary or a byproduct of some other condition), but I\u2019m just going off what you said. I would really suggest seeing a therapist because you can\u2019t know how you will act, but you can certainly set up some precautions so that you\u2019re prepared to deal with something like aggression, especially since you seem to be aware that is could pose an issue.", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>Everyone has an environment. I was speaking more scientifically in this regard. Your environment is multiple ones\u2014your school, peer group, home, etc. None of this is conscious and is subconscious. Testosterone affects your brain in ways that are not necessarily intentional. If you are naturally inclined to aggression, the statistical likeliness is that you become more aggressive, because testosterone is going to amplify whatever your natural inclination is. It could be that you\u2019re naturally inclined to be gentle (with your anger being out of the ordinary or a byproduct of some other condition), but I\u2019m just going off what you said. I would really suggest seeing a therapist because you can\u2019t know how you will act, but you can certainly set up some precautions so that you\u2019re prepared to deal with something like aggression, especially since you seem to be aware that is could pose an issue.</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_megvioo": {"author": "kz7xyz", "authorId": "t2_byfeqiii8", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740372276.0, "depth": 3, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_megvioo", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": true, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_megvn0p", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": "t1_megvcpr", "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/megvioo/", "prev": {"id": "t1_megvcpr", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 1, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "yeah, for sure. I will probably see my psychologist again, thank you for the info and advice", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>yeah, for sure. I will probably see my psychologist again, thank you for the info and advice</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_megvn0p": {"author": "Kill_J0yy", "authorId": "t2_cike0u9b", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740372330.0, "depth": 4, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_megvn0p", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_meh55we", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": "t1_megvioo", "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/megvn0p/", "prev": {"id": "t1_megvioo", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 2, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "No problem. Best of luck to you", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>No problem. Best of luck to you</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_meh55we": {"author": "Wolfphase", "authorId": "t2_19rvy9d9v1", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740376858.0, "depth": 1, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": null, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_meh55we", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": {"id": "t1_meh6lcp", "type": "comment"}, "parentId": "t1_meguero", "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/meh55we/", "prev": {"id": "t1_megvn0p", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": 3, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "SDT is bunk, it has been falsified by over a dozen studies atp lmao. What we know about social dominance now is that it almost always roots in being socialized within a higher status group rather than a biological/hormonal tendency. TRT is actually associated with improved mood and sometimes less anger in men. And usually in trans guys increased aggression, when it occurs, is temporary and only due to puberty-related mood swings", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>SDT is bunk, it has been falsified by over a dozen studies atp lmao. What we know about social dominance now is that it almost always roots in being socialized within a higher status group rather than a biological/hormonal tendency. TRT is actually associated with improved mood and sometimes less anger in men. And usually in trans guys increased aggression, when it occurs, is temporary and only due to puberty-related mood swings</p>\n</div>"}, "t1_meh6lcp": {"author": "Kill_J0yy", "authorId": "t2_cike0u9b", "collapsed": false, "collapsedReason": null, "collapsedBecauseCrowdControl": null, "collapsedReasonCode": null, "created": 1740377599.0, "depth": 2, "deletedBy": null, "distinguishType": null, "editedAt": 1740378663.0, "gildings": null, "goldCount": 0, "id": "t1_meh6lcp", "isAdmin": false, "isDeleted": false, "isGildable": false, "isLocked": false, "isMod": false, "isOp": false, "isSaved": false, "isStickied": false, "isScoreHidden": false, "next": null, "parentId": "t1_meh55we", "permalink": "/r/truscum/comments/1iwt2vp/aggression_on_testosterone/meh6lcp/", "prev": {"id": "t1_meh55we", "type": "comment"}, "postAuthor": null, "postId": "t3_1iwt2vp", "postTitle": null, "score": -2, "sendReplies": true, "subredditId": "t5_3g2n6", "voteState": 0, "bodyMD": "Where is the source for this? Social dominance is socialized, yes. Nothing I said is contradictory to this. Nurture vs nature interplay with one another. Your claim about TRT is not addressing what I said. Testosterone increases your natural inclination (which is social as well as biological, can be determined from when you are young or change throughout life) to aggression. Saying \u201cTRT improves mood\u201d does not address this. Mood is not the same as aggression or social dominance. You can have a positive mood and still be aggressive. Increased testosterone is associated with increased confidence, so maybe this is what you are referring to. \n\nTestosterone does not increase or decrease aggression on its own. All it does in make the individual\u2019s inclination more pronounced.\n\nSource: \u201cTestosterone\u2019s actions are contingent and amplifying, exaggerating preexisting tendencies toward aggresion rather than creating aggression out of thin air\u2026 When testosterone rises after a challenge, it doesn\u2019t prompt aggression. Instead it prompts *whatever behaviors are needed to maintain status.\u201d* Behave: The Biology of Humans at our Best and Worst.", "body": "<div class=\"md\"><p>Where is the source for this? Social dominance is socialized, yes. Nothing I said is contradictory to this. Nurture vs nature interplay with one another. Your claim about TRT is not addressing what I said. Testosterone increases your natural inclination (which is social as well as biological, can be determined from when you are young or change throughout life) to aggression. Saying \u201cTRT improves mood\u201d does not address this. Mood is not the same as aggression or social dominance. You can have a positive mood and still be aggressive. Increased testosterone is associated with increased confidence, so maybe this is what you are referring to. </p>\n\n<p>Testosterone does not increase or decrease aggression on its own. All it does in make the individual\u2019s inclination more pronounced.</p>\n\n<p>Source: \u201cTestosterone\u2019s actions are contingent and amplifying, exaggerating preexisting tendencies toward aggresion rather than creating aggression out of thin air\u2026 When testosterone rises after a challenge, it doesn\u2019t prompt aggression. Instead it prompts <em>whatever behaviors are needed to maintain status.\u201d</em> Behave: The Biology of Humans at our Best and Worst.</p>\n</div>"}}, "features": null, "moreComments": {}, "postFlair": {"t5_3g2n6": {"displaySettings": {"isEnabled": true, "position": "right"}, "permissions": {"canAssignOwn": true}, "templates": {"d4a77ab8-e1f8-11ec-af76-0a8d3a6ad9e7": {"id": "d4a77ab8-e1f8-11ec-af76-0a8d3a6ad9e7", "text": "Pride Month", "textEditable": false, "richtext": [{"e": "text", "t": "Pride Month"}], "type": "richtext", "textColor": "light", "backgroundColor": "#ffd635", "modOnly": false, "cssClass": "", "maxEmojis": 10, "allowableContent": "all"}, "5f13fba0-9366-11eb-acfe-0e1db9aa5803": {"id": "5f13fba0-9366-11eb-acfe-0e1db9aa5803", "text": "Selfie Saturday", "textEditable": false, "richtext": [{"e": "text", "t": "Selfie Saturday"}], "type": "richtext", "textColor": "light", "backgroundColor": "#443742", "modOnly": false, "cssClass": "", "maxEmojis": 10, "allowableContent": 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