You will end up alone

Do you guys every thought about it? Like now I’m in my mid 20s and I’m living with parents, they are old so in 15 years they will probably die. Then what? I never had friends, people bullied me for my face, every try of interaction with people ended up I was ghosted or they get mad that I was trying to be friends with them. I don’t talk about relationships because you really think we ugly people have chance to be with someone when people didn’t even wanna talk with us? If my parents will pass away I will end up completely alone, life has no meaning if you are alone. Some stupid people will say yeah just grind and self improve get used to it!!! Like it’s so depressing, world literally tells you that you don’t fit here, I will probably die because of depression/loneliness, what do you think?