Why does everyone have normal/pretty eyes?

Why did mine have to be weird looking? Idk how to describe it but they seem closer set to me and short and not feminine? I want big puppy eyes or at least normal eyes so it’d be easier to get surgery to make them bigger and stuff. I would literally mutilate my eyes if I EVER had surgery to get sexy upturned eyes 😭 My eyes are kind of upturned and I hate it sm. They only look good of laterally long eyes. And wide set eyes are seen as more feminine and youthful so I’m screwed.