I hate going outside,I hate my face

I hate seeing girls that are super pretty that literally outshine me in everyway,everyone has clear skin, amazing bodies, and I'm out here with horrible skin a ugly droopy face with a skinny fat body I can never look like them, every girl is so stunning,I'm so ashamed to be seen outside I hate myself so much I look so manly standing next to them I hate my face I can't wear makeup I look 10x worse it's unfair I pray everyday to wake up prettier