What are the things you just can't tolerate about yourself as an intp?

One thing I struggle with is my tendency to overthink everything, which often leads to analysis paralysis. I get stuck in endless loops of questioning and doubting, even when I know the decision doesn't require that much thought.

Another thing I find difficult is my emotional detachment. I tend to bury emotions rather than express them, which can make it challenging to connect with others on a deeper level. It's like I understand emotions logically but struggle to engage with them on a personal level, and sometimes, it feels isolating.

Lastly, my dislike for routine and structure is a double-edged sword. While I thrive on flexibility and exploration, I often struggle with commitments or consistency in things that require long-term attention, which can make me feel like I'm not achieving as much as I could be.

Anyone else dealing with similar things?